What to say ? Everyone in life is looking for something but no one ever comes up with a sign what do you need? How do you feel ? Is everything okay ?
I always find myself in this situation that I have to satisfy everyone because they are the people I care about, and if those little things or services they ask me make me happy. Of course. Like every person of good and great heart and feeling, I will help them. But the most important thing is the total debt. When you need some help or service, who is there to help you out there? Nobody ....
you just get the answer to calm down, being too nervous or just too busy to play where there is actually no. It's the problem of today's world and people. Everyone actually sees their needs and how other people will do all they need for them. Reason? Because they know that they are dear to you, you love them and respect them. That's the reason. Today's world just asks for something but you do not give anything in return. The worst of all.
When I only need 5 minutes to be alone, to clear my mind. In these 5 minutes of peace I still have to do everything else that others are looking for me. And when I say to someone that I just want to have my 5 minutes of peace I get the answer - the drama and calm down, but by the way do that. I find the conclusion that I need to put everyone else in front of you, so obviously only the reward is coming to a chapter . After all that I helped every day and do everything they asked me to end up with, I do not have time for myself or 5 minutes because it's too late and I need a break for a new day.
And finally how do you get out of that hell?
How to give people knowledge that you want to put yourself in 1 place and not lose those dear ones?
Are these people really there for us at any time (good and evil) or are they just the figures who want their benefit?
Too many questions in my head and a bit of time for me.
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